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THURSDAY

It's Thursday! :DD FINALLY a rest day :DD

I can finally blog without feeling guilty :D
I have made some little rules for myself...

Mon Tue Wed - NO LAPTOP-ing and uhh...studying...maybe? :D
Thu Fri Sat - ONLINE :D
Sun - FREE :D (most likely online too XD)

I doubt I could follow them tho :b nvm ill try XD

anyways...


NIGHTMARES HAUNT MY SLUMBER

I bet you guys have been hearing em D:
I had T.T trust me you don't want to experience it.

This is so freaky.
I hardly EVER get shocked by anything for real, but nightmares...ugh.
I have been having nightmares for the past WHOLE WEEK except for one day.
Why one day? cos that was the fourth day, and I was so pissed, i said
"Alright! I WOULD like to see what I'm going to dream about tonight!"

The next day, when i woke up, "Hey...I didn't dream O.O"

lol, it's like i challenged my dream :D

but after that i still dreamt, less scarier though :D

It's like, classmates start having nightmares after Teacher S. talked about them o.o and they didn't have nightmares before LOL

Facts according to Teacher according to a certain movie:

Different layers:

There are 3 layes of dreams:
Dreaming of yourself dreaming of yourself dreaming of yourself.
CONFUSING RIGHT?
I've dreamt 2nd layer before. Probably 3rd layer too D:

If you dream too much, not good too, it means your conscience and sub-conscience is not balanced (like the two voices in your head that's always fighting - my sub-conscience always wins D: call me do evil stuff like sleep extra 10mins D: LOL WT-)

Facts according to my research (before)
Different stages:
When we sleep, there are different layers, normally like, lightly asleep or heavily asleep, then there is a stage which is: REM: Rapid Eye Movement. REM is the stage when we dreams :O And if we are awaken (like dragged by mum) at this stage, we will remember it :O Why do I have to be awaken auto or manually at NIGHTMARES D: I practically ALWAYS remember my nightmares D: And dang they're scary...

Scary factor (all kinds of dreams) from least scary:

Dreams.
Well, they're just dreams.

Normal nightmares.
You think the nightmare is kind of scary, but still okay, yeah those kinds.

Dreaming of yourself dreaming of yourself.
Known as Second Layer. I'm sure I've dreamt of this, and I got fooled because when I'm dreaming, I could be sure if I'm dreaming or not.

Dreaming of yourself dreaming of yourself dreaming of yourself.
Third Layer, definitely scarier.

Nightmares with scenes like horror movies.
DANG they're scary, but still not the most.

Repeat
Those kind of nightmares that repeat themselves and u feel as if you've dreamt of them before. Eww.

2nd Episode
Got creativiy, the same setting, same people or some new actors or whatever. THE SEQUEL WT-.

Nightmares starring people you are close with.
I refuse to explain. You know how scary this is.
I've dreamt of so many classmates before (luckily not very scary) recently too D: can don't?

Sloooow FAST BIG small
THESE ARE THE EFFIN SCARIEST.
The stuff inside is small, then it becomes REALLY REALLY BIG, and the motion can suddenly slow, suddenly fast, the pace keeps on changing, normally doesn't have any stories, just creepiness. EFFIN SCARY, i could go completely haunted. When I was young, these nightmares keep looking for me...and once...I woke up crying, and NO ONE was at home at that time, can you imagine? There was no one to comfort me ;__; no one to give me a hug. The tears just rolling down...uncontrollable. OKAY STOP.

I NEEDS A HUG D: Thanks much to Xin Jie my OHWONDERFUL SWEETHEART for hugs :')

PERCUMA HUG

P.S. Can you imagine dreaming of yourself dreaming yourself dreaming of yourself with scenes like horror movies that is the repeat which is the continued version of older nightmares that starred people you are close with and has the qualities of SLOW FAST BIG SMALL? I might die.

P.P.S. my mum says I sometimes scream and cry in my sleep - which I myself HAVE NO IDEA OF o_O

I'm been having nightmares since I was a child, they haunt me. When i moved, I had more of them. I would pray every night, to stop haing nightmares. I had to rely on my mother or father's hug to calm me down after them. Slowly, only my mother could do that. But once my mother scolded me after i had a nightmare. No one could cure me then. Now, I need hugs from people I dreamt of to cure me.

The creepy thing is, the ones that are really scary until I would have that empty look while tears falling uncontrollably when I wake up and just hug myself for about one hour before i vaguely recover, those dreams, seem to be a omen.

I have dreamt of people close to me, and if I don't hug that person and get rid of my sick feelings, things happen ;___; like them leaving and...i have proof.

Y - I dreamt of him, a nightmare, and i needed a hug, but sadly he's a guy, so no. Now he's probably going to leave.

J - I didn't dream of her, but of Y, but still I felt that I need to hug her. She didn't let me. Now she's going to leave ;___; I effin wasted half hour of test time crying because of that.