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Again another post about him.
notice, the " "

I know this is bad, that i shouldn't be doing this, but who cares.

"This is the first time I've ever received a Father's Day gift"

that's what he said, this year.

So, may I ask...

What were the gifts I gave him?

What were those drawings I made specially for him?

What were those Father's Day GIFTS i MADE FOR HIM?

When I was young, I drew drawings for him, hey what can I do? I'm 10 years old.

When I became a teenager, I went to The Mall and made a keychain for him, "To my dearest Daddy" for his birthday.

He said this was the first time he received a Father's Day gift (someone else's not me or my sis's).

THIS. WAS. THE. EFFIN. FIRST. TIME.

So, may I ask, what were those things I gave him?

This year, I didn't even bother a gift, A "Happy Father's Day" was more than enough. I didn't even want to gift a can of PEPSI my mum asked me to gift.

He never remembered my birthday, even if he was informed, or he came back home in the middle of my celebration, he treated as if nothing happened.

No gifts (naturally), no ang pao (too akhem i guess?) doesn't matter.
No greeting, even if he was present AT MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION.

He royally pissed me off just now for some effin reasons.
n den he showed my gift in front of me, LAUGHING.

I WAS SO NEAR TO TEARING IT IN HALF.

SO EFFIN NEAR.

So even if I did, does it even matter?
It's not even a gift!
He got his FIRST ONE this year.

-crying furiously the whole time im typing this-

Why? Maybe because he wasn't much of a Father before.
And now, he's much more of a father to other kids, than to us.

I "LOVE" YOU, DAD.
i really did.

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